im in school im bored and not really sure what i should be doing but the teachers have nothing planned for us so im just gonna goof off and they cant say anything about it cause they didnt give me anythingso ha ha ha.
im chilling with helen <3 and ugly josh and hes getting all pissy and im like whatever man and thinks that hes all that but really no one likes him and ha ha ha.
i wanna look up tabs and dancing moves cause i really am good at swing but i really want to learn comtemperary. and i am bored playing hey there delilah cause i have memorized it so yeah want some new stuff like crazy train cause thats hard and that will keep me busy.
bored bored bored bored bored. ok im gonna go online shopping and blah with helen. but later we are going to the dinner dance so yeah thats gonna be a blast! peace out <3

im tired and sick
im not sure what to do about it
im also sligtly upset
its really confusing that one second this person is going to the dinner dance with that person and then they arnt going out anymore
im so confused
im not really sure what to think about it
i wanna go with this person
but then someone is going with them the second that i wanna ask
them they are going with someone
confusing
dont know
going to take a nap and maybe draw later

friendships are like monoply
its long complicated and if it goes wrong you wanna quit
its bullshit but there is nothing to do about it
what can you do about it
nothing
well im used to that
i cant do anything about alot of things in my life
but im not sure what to do about that
i think that is the only thing that i can do something about
its like in monoply when you dont own any property
you cant really do anything
but you still can go to jail
now thats not a direct connection
jail is not on the top of my list
but i just need something
this is a good place to vent!
i think that is the only good thing in my life right now

ever realize that doors are really squeeky. i am just noticing this because i am alone. the only one in my house all by my lonesome. watching this cinnimon toast crunch commercial and its horrible. its like the girls nose falls off
this is horrible
that does not happen when i smell anything and if it does then you should see a doctor cause something is wrong that does not happen to any normal person. im just saying.